Pondered musings

She sits silent in darkness

Pondering the musings of others.

As judgement is past without question

Assumptions made throughout a lifetime

As though you know me.

Dare you asked a question

Perhaps you’d be surprised.

A lifetime of disenchantment will open your eyes.

She sits in silence musing all the hate she witnessed.

The inadequate feelings which weighs upon her heart

Curses passed in childhood to never be enough

Holding back words that lay brick and mortar

protection around a shattered soul.

Tiny shards pieced back together

one kiss at a time and still she finds fear her comfort.

She sits silent aware she is different

watching others react to the actions of others.

Dismayed by words are meant to slaughter,

slay demons & innocent alike.

Mayhem clouds views as she steps back prepared to battle.